I’m developing a crush again. Only this time the circumstances are a lot different, and I’m interested to see where this leads me. They say curiosity killed the cat and if that’s the case then this curious feline is doomed.
I’m trying to keep my expectations on check, because let’s face it, when you don’t, things don’t always turn out the way you hope. I have to keep in mind that crushes tend to be an idolization of a person, so I can’t be shocked if it doesn’t live up to my expectations. But this time, it may live up to it. Key word: may. Too good to be true? Possibly, but in life the future isn’t written, so the possibilities are endless.
I don’t want to be left wondering “what if?” Worst case scenario is we end up becoming friends. If that’s the worst that can happen, then I shouldn’t worry at all.
I think we’re all chasing an electricity in life, that spark that you feel with another person. Maybe it’s just me, but It’s like a drug, you get it once and you just keep wanting more and more. Unfortunately, it doesn’t always happen the way you want or the way you hope it will. I don’t know, I sometimes feel as if I’m running after this feeling. I guess I just want to feel alive.